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Name: Kelly
Gender: Female
Interests: attractive people, models, fashion, art, music,
matsumoto jun, reading fashion/art magazines, texting, school, writing, English, friends, hot euro guys, green tea, bubble tea, food in general, movies, vintage, 80's!, shopping, imports, youtube, graphics tees,
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AIM:  JAPREMIX
MSN: kellyhuynhie@hotmail.com
Member Since:
3/3/2004
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| so i have decided to dedicated this whole weeks posts to love, lately i've been watching like a gazillion romantic flicks. yup, you got it, the sappy love stories, romance and everything a hopeless romantic can think of, i've watched so many to the point where i honestly think i can be a love doctor lol .
so anyways, a few days back, my friend and i, were discussing which is more important. someone who loves you, but you have absolutely no feelings for, OR someone who you love, but doesn't like you. so in other words a one sided love or whatever the hell you call those. i asked my mom and i mean, who better to ask then someone who's experiencing it xD yeah sad, i know. anyways, she said neither. (WELL DUH!) "if you're in love, both sides should be aware of it, they should love each other, love is pretty much a connection, you'll know who's the one for you, and that person is bound to love you back." which i fully agree with, but she TOTALLY didn't choose any of the options i gave her. my friends on the other hand, well they pretty much love the feeling of being adorned by someone...ANYONE. so they went for "being loved", but for them it's pretty painful as well, i mean imagine having someone love you, that you have absolutely no feelings for...but you keep leading him/her on. for those of you who chose that without thinking in depth, all i have to say is. "FUCK YOU, YOU SELFISH BASTARDS!" xD then it comes to me, naturally i'd go with my mom's answer, because it's logical. but if we're trying to stay on the subject then i'll admit i chose the first one. NOT BECAUSE I'M PATHETIC, OR STUPID, i just think being with the one YOU love is what's important. i mean, if we truly love that person we don't really care whats going on, as long as were close to them right? but then, there's the catch. you have his/her body, but you haven't attained the heart. *le sigh* life sucks, love sucks -_- if i weren't such a romantic i wouldn't mind staying single my entire life, but then you encounter a couple eating each others faces in public and it's like.. "i kinda want that someday O_o" ROTFL. well, my friends, that's it for today. think about it ;]
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| aight, dude i totally didn't have to go to summer school and for you fuckers who view my xanga, sorry it took so long. What a relief, z0mg! summer school is full of stupid people,(excluding the ones who're in it for health class) atleast the ones i met that day. anyways so, catch up on my life, summers been good, beach, movies, sleep overs, the all american kinda of stuff. aww man, today was helluva day though LOL so, my older sister wanted to buy this leather purse at h&m, 'cause her purse is like mere shit lol, it was 26 bucks and she only had 15 on her, so she asked my little sister, Janine and I if we had any money to lend, i of course... was DEAD broke, hell i can't even find a dollar to buy me a drink. my little sister didn't respond, so Michelle (older sis) didnt get it. then we strolled down to starbucks, and my little sister whips out her 20 to order a frap. HAHAHA the look on Michelle's face was priceless. she was in total awe, " it's not even about the purse anymore! you lied to me" xD haha what a bitch, making janine feel all bad and shit. yeah so that's it.
more, drama! my parents are on bad terms, they can't start a conversation together without fighting anymore, hell i haven't seen them talk in ages. i thought it's ok, and maybe divorce is for the better, but when my mom mentioned moving out, i was like... NO. i aint moving nowhere, she plan on moving to a shittier place then where we live now. i told her straight up, if she wants to move, then move herself, because i can't leave this house. i've had too many good memories living in this house, there's no way i'm leaving. THEIR DEBTS, THEIR PROBLEM!
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| COLUMBIA,
S.C. - Police on Wednesday were investigating how a naked couple fell
50 feet from the roof of a downtown office building to their deaths.
The bodies were found on the road by a passing cabdriver around 5 a.m. Wednesday.
Clothing
was discovered on the roof, leading authorities to suspect the man and
woman, in their early 20s, may have been having sex.
Their identities were not released.
"It"s
too early to rule out anything," Columbia police Sgt. Florence McCants
said, but McCants said a preliminary investigation didn't show any sign
of foul play.
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(that is the weirdest shit i've ever heard -_- mad SEX, i tell ya. )
I'm very unhappy right now and i don't like my mom at the time either. she's never home to understand me enough. atleast it's easier for me to avoid her, thanks to her absence from being home. it's like a turning point between two characters in a book. a cold, sudden, drastic change in the relationship. it's hard to look at her the same way after what she said this morning. she doesn't realize i'm really emotional. lmfao.
song playing: j'espere - marc lavion + quynh pham
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| so, been awhile right? lol my last post about my dad, it's all turned around :P things are dooing good, summer has started and i've been having fun. although it' totally got spoiled at noon, when my dad gave me a letter sent from my school. i thought it was just a normal bus scheduel, but NOOOOOOO it wasn't. it's a summer school program bus scheduel, there's a huge difference, they wan't me to go to summer school. WHAT THE FUCK!? first of all, don't get me wrong I'm not trying to boast. I'm on the A honor roll and i doubt i failed my writing test. hellooooo writing is my calling, there couldn't have been a way for me to screw it up. so there's gotta be something wrong. i took up the courage to tell my mom and now she thinks I'm some kinda of idiot. so basically i lost all the respect i've had -_- (NOTE: she's always thought i was stupid/slow) she never mentions it, i can just tell. it's like basic instinct.
anyways, my sister insists on having me call the office tomorrow to make things clear. i don't think schools make such mistakes, so if it isn't a mistake, i guess i'll go anyways. i'll be more productive then i am, lol hopefully. ohh summmer school, the only thing that'll make you better in my eyes is...
having Lorenzo go too /drools.
g'day mate!
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| I can't TAKE IT ANYMORE! this is literally the down point of my life. like omg, today after going to the mall with two friends, my dad totally spazzed on me. he says he doesn't want me to hang with them anymore, it's not like they're murderers on the loose, fuck they're harmless. he just thinks I'm stupid and i'll be treated like a dummy. he always thinks that. like i've stated "there is a fine line between critiquing your kid and calling them stupid." i knew it >_> I'm not his kid. rotfl I'm kidding. but dude seriously, i've never been so mad and it's probably been the worst week ever between my dad and i. he won't stop criticizing the way i dress and shit, it pisses me off. our relationship has gone from knit close to kilometers away.
ME --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------DAD
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